one down… ten zillion to go
Last night was a rough one. Honey finally revealed to me how he felt about a few things that I didn’t know. Doesn’t he realize that I can’t fix it if I don’t know it’s a problem. We both thought last night was the last fight we’d have. It seems like the better we get, the harder we fight. Maybe we are disappointed. I guess we need to realize that no matter how great things get we are still gonna have arguments but that doesn’t mean we are starting back at square one. I know that he loves me. But he knows exactly how to hurt me the most. We are getting better at not screaming. Actually, I’m the only one that needed to work on that. But, I’m improving….slowly.
I do wonder where the other people are who are suffering in their marriage. I can’t possibly be the only one. I know that most people don’t reveal the bad side of things. Most couples only want others to see perfection. Who are we helping by doing that. Not only are we making others think that something is wrong with their marriage but aren’t we just disappointing ourselves? Isn’t it time to start owning what’s ours? Good or Bad?
